Well, my life has gone to hell in a hand basket.

Things have just gotten worse and worse.

*sigh* Well, first things first my grades are down the tubes. I am only passing one class, and I was sent to a lower math class. I had a total break down in the counseling office that day, and had a breakdown infront of my friend Lindsey, and made her latew for it. Sorry, Lindsey. Now the two major reasons for my break downs. My mom was diagnoised with MS, which I dealing with a little bit better now.

The worse thing, my Grandma, she has had cancer for years. First it was breast cancer, which happened before I was born. And the caught it and took care of it. In '07 though she got cancer again. And we were luck that she hung in there for two years. Now, these past two months she had been going through chemo and hadn't been doing to well with it. It was making her sick and miserable.

Last night, my: Grandpa, aunt, cousins, uncle, and the rest of my family came over last night. My Grandma was put in the hospital this Wed., she has phenmonia, and to have cancer and be going through chemo then get this sick is not good. At all. She is still in there ands she is having troubles with her brain and stuff. So, my Grandpa talked to us all, and everyone was crying and I saw my Grandpa just break down. And there was just a bunch of talk about God too. And there is a chance that she might just stop with the chemo.

I just am really upset and don't know what to do. I am sorry for putting this up, it is just I have a hard time with like talking about stuff like this, and I always bottle my feelings up, and I just needed to get some stuff out. And I consider all of you my friends, and...I don't know. I just needed to type this out for myself. Hope you all are doing better than I am. Love you all.